I'm getting really into Big Brother this time around. My obsession is getting to the point where while I'm revising I'm looking forward to Big Brother that evening. Thats kind of sad isn't it?! haha
As I've been getting more into it I'm getting increasingly animated while watching.. during the arguments I'm siding with people, I'm laughing at the jokes.. getting annoyed at Halfwit and Sree aswell.. I watch with such a focus I feel like I'm in the house! I don't have any favourites as yet.. on first impressions my favourite was Markus because he came across funny in his video, and when he was going in was just wearing a vest and walked straight past the paparazzi - he didn't give a fuck and I liked that! But he definitely isn't my favourite housemate now.. I don't dislike him, I just don't agree with how when he's trying to make a point he individually calls people out (Eg. 1 Dimensional Charachters last night, and what he likes about people tonight). Sree and Halfwit are doing my head in. Can't stand them and they make me cringe so much on TV, they're painful to watch.
Anyway, I've decided not to read any tabloids while the house is ongoing so I can form my own views on the housemates, which is making it much more interesting to watch. And I'm abstaining from any public eviction votes.. I've never voted on a TV show and don't intend to. Its a waste of money.
Before I was thinking of what I would take into Big Brother as my luxury item, which used to be done on the older shows, and if it was allowed, I'd definitely have chosen my I-Pod. Its the most relaxing and therapeutic thing I do apart from this blog but I have a sneaking suspicion It wouldn't be allowed.
I've decided to apply next year for Big Brother also. I couldn't this year because I have exams and had booked Zante & Benicassim really early but looking at the house now, I'd love to be in there. I know the application forms are really complicated and the whole process is quite gruelling but it would be a real experience even just applying, and if chosen it would be a nice cheap way to spend a summer which will be more than appreciated with me being a student next year! I've spoken to my mum and dad who aren't fans of the show and was asking if they'd watch if i was in there hypothetically and dropping hints like that. I think If I did get in though I wouldn't tell anyone, would disappear off everyone's radars for a couple of days and then they'd be watching the launch show and there I will be! That would shock a few people! So yeah.. maybe thats how I'll be spending Summer'10!
I'll apply to Shipwrecked aswell but I'm probably not beautiful enough for that!

Revision is killing me.. I'm on my last legs which is good because I'm nearly there now.. only 5 DAYS!!
I have General Studies tomorrow, I've just been reading the booklet now and that shouldn't be too bad. Philosophy on Tuesday I've been working for this weekend and am kind of feeling OK for it.. not great though. And then Politics on Wednesday which i've done nothing for yet so am pretty fucked. I suppose I still have a little bit of time left. I'll see if I can have a word with my teacher when I'm in school tomorrow.

I JUST WANT TO FINISH!!