As promised, here is that 2nd post.
I was on the phone to Clarke before, and i remembered the funniest thing that happened to me, and possibly anyone that night.
So.. i was dancing right, and all was good. I turned to walk away, and to try an impress Clarke and Dan, the only other people in the room, i kind of swivelled and walked away still dancing.
Smack
Someone had closed the patio doors leaving me, Dan and Clarke in the conservatory. Everyone else was in the adjacent kitchen watching us groove. I swivelled to walk away and walked fully into this patio door and smacked my head. It was like watching a confused pigeon fly into a patio, but funnier someone later said.
My head didnt see the funny side.
So, everyone got off with oneanother and was spreading the love, i wasnt the only person, but i didnt get any of this love. It was only in the morning that i realised i easy could have done, there was bucketloads of opportunity but i failed to make any sort of move. I lacked conviction. I concluded that its because i love all of the girls in question, and so to get some conviction i need to be more decisive. Narrow my targets a bit. So i'll do that now.
Girl A - Amazing. Used to be really close with her but she lives an absolute mooch away and just havnt seen her in ages really which is a shame. Shes a girl that you dont need to see or speak to too often but you can still be really close. When i do see her its always a momentous occasion, and we always have a right laugh, and we used to share a lot back in the day.
Girl B - Really cool aswell. She has an amazing personality and i've had some amazing nights with her, but my best friend likes her aswell, really likes her. I could never do that to him, becuase he talks to me about how much he does and its really loads.
Girl C - Absolutely gorgeous. We just click all the time. Understand eachother completely but she likes her older people. She is an absolute fox but too many boys like her, she's really hot property. She's one of my best girl mates aswell, which complicates anything, and i like having her company so what if i told her i liked her and it made it awkward like a friend did last night? I'd hate that feeling and would be gutted if things changed. Her mum like loves me though which is good, and she's a huge flirt which is fun haha!
Girl A i dont see often at all, so probably not her.
Girl B i dont want to lose a best mate over it
so it would seem Girl C would be the best choice. Maybe, hopefully i'll pluck up courage over time to do something.
Wouldnt want any commitment over summer, but i doubt it would come to that anyway.
As on The OC "Dont settle for comfortable"
Comfortable is now. I'll keep you posted.
